sighs. tis holis wont be a peaceful one for me anymore. *pulling my hairs* wad do u wan me 2 say? as in i'm truely sorry? when i'm not sorry abt it? i'm not like tis and i shant be like tis tis's nt me i'm the one who choose my life and no one shall ve a say i'm responsible for everything i'm doing so y do i have ppl who interfere? is it so hard to get ppl to support me for the things i'm doing yes. i've dd who jus wanted me 2 b happy but wad abt the rest? i dun wan ppl who jus talk i wan actions 2 prove all tt not jus the talking so wad if i'm to live in the past wad's so wrong abt tis doesnt ppl nid to have memories? doesnt ppl learn frm the past? and lead a happy present or future wad is my prob to do this or even to rot in the past FUCK. i hate myself 2 b crying right nw i wanted 2 b happy i wanted 2 b strong i can do it and i will do it. school holis shall be the days when i've break now i cant have it wells. sch reopen shall b a new start cos i wont have time to waste i jus wan to strive my best